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Epic Nightmares

by A.T.Mödell

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Look deep into your mind and you'll see me, a shadow blacker than anything else, the impulse that abuses what you're feeling colouring the once pure virtue with shades, I'm the thing arising when you need it fighting the tolerance that makes you forgive, I will lurk in the mud of what's filthy waiting for the opportunity to express you're something wrecked, I am bile, I am the darkness that everyone hides inside, I am the malice availing pain and spite, and I am the madness, everlasting and alive, I am Delirium Stiring your guilt to turn it into sheer glee, increasing acceptance of your vicious self, making rages infect what you're thinking, your raving notions struggling to be expressed, Invasive hysteria gets compelling, thoughts that were kindness are now somewhat misplaced, in your mind a new concept grows freely, your new ambition is to make everyone pay I am bile, I am the darkness that everyone hides inside, I am the malice availing pain and spite, and I am the madness, everlasting and alive, I am Delirium Delirium Tying time, inside your head perception is becoming wilder, drifting far, your conscience will not struggle with your purpose any longer, Clarity of view is blown to smithereens, your mind is free to chaos-drive, to eliminate all ethics strife I am bile, I am the darkness that everyone hides inside, I am the malice availing pain and spite, and I am the madness, everlasting and alive, I am Delirium, I am Delirium, I am the darkness that everyone hides inside, and I am the madness, everlasting and alive, I am Delirium.
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Eyeblaze 04:34
Freedom is expensive, even more when you are making it so, but you can put any barrier you want, our resolution will deal the blow, Our path is clear, though the course make us seem insane, you can't stop us, we will fulminate you with our gaze, and we will sweep your ashes away. Run from us, go away, we are going to crush our trail everywhere, we were weak, we were faint, but now we are teeming with strength, now we are hard, now we are tough, now we are forceful for your disgrace, don't look into our eyes or you will get burnt by our eyeblaze. By our eyeblaze. You will get burnt by our eyeblaze. We have the guts to raze it all, your opposition make us hot, we will dance over the embers of this devastated, wasted world. Run from us, go away, we are going to crush our trail everywhere, we were weak, we were faint, but now we are teeming with strength, now we are hard, now we are tough, now we are forceful for your disgrace, don't look into our eyes or you will get burnt by our eyeblaze. By our eyeblaze. Burnt by our eyeblaze. You will be burnt by our eyeblaze. You will be burnt by our eyeblaze and we will sweep your ashes away. Burnt by our eyeblaze. Run from us, go away, we are going to crush our trail everywhere, we were weak, we were faint, but now we are teeming with strength, now we are hard, now we are tough, now we are forceful for your disgrace, don't look into our eyes or you will get burnt by our eyeblaze. We have the guts to raze it all, your opposition make us hot, we will dance over the embers of this wasted world, now we are hard, now we are tough, now we are forceful for your disgrace, don't look into our eyes or you will get burnt by our eyeblaze. By our eyeblaze. Burnt by our eyeblaze and we will sweep your ashes away.
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Be afraid no more, let's wake up and see the world you believed you live is rather a crime scene, look well around and taste the blood from your soul, wounded by ploys and deception and things washed ashore. They will try to push your resolution hard to the ground grabbing you by your will, gripping it and burning it down, using uncertainty of future against your mind, your fall is your duty, their benefit is their right. So come with me and let's break the chains of life, walk with me and fight back the illusive light, blow the cover you made, the surrogate of yourself, take my hand and let's clear the mist of fate. The mist of fate. They will keep tying your resolve short, they will keep calling you back, they will keep showing the only way is them, they will keep telling you the lie. They will keep telling you the lie. They will keep telling you the lie. So come with me and let's break the chains of life, walk with me and fight back the illusive light, blow the cover you made, the surrogate of yourself, take my hand and let's clear the mist of fate. The mist of fate.
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Narkohlep 05:33
Ruler behind the throne of kings, pharaohs and human gods, because of daunting omens the person no one dared to cross, a dark richness in black sorcery which leaders tried to use seeing not they were paving their very existence for my abuse. I'm the priest everyone feared, the cold that they felt so deep, the demon whose magick was cravingly tragic and fed of the hopes and the souls of the living. Their dread of my presence meant a death sentence but my witchcraft was way too strong to destroy me, their orchestrated slaughter made the perfect stalker letting revenge on them and their progeny forever and more... Your life gets consumed every night, tasteful spirit that nourish my mind taking part of a death feast, powerless against my wish your life force is now my will spawing through thousands of years of disease. Predator of lifestream, you only are a prey to my eyes running on a landscape so openly vast you can never hide. When you sleep I binge a spread of fantasies, outcoming a plethora of nightmares that slave you for me, that slave you for me. The world that you believe is nothing but your dreams is my very true realm, it is my hunting field. It is my hunting field. (When you sleep I binge a spread of fantasies, outcoming a plethora of nightmares that slave you for me, the world that you believe is nothing but your dreams is my very true realm, it is my hunting field). Trying to stay away makes you even closer to me, sooner or later I will have your presence and I will go on banqueting on your soul. Your life gets consumed every night, tasteful spirit that nourish my mind taking part of a death feast, powerless against my wish your life force is now my will spawing through all mankind. Your life gets consumed every night, tasteful spirit that nourish my mind taking part of a death feast, powerless against my wish your life force is now my will spawing through thousands of years of disease. You only are a prey to my eyes running on a landscape so vast you can never hide.
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Hypno-murder 04:28
Close your eyes, concentrate on my voice, you feel more and more tired, your eyelids are getting heavy you are entering into a very deep sleep. You will only answer to me from now. You are under my control. Obey my word of command: kill.
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Blasphemy 04:35
An urge inside is growing and dictates offenses of the most extreme, radical anthems, murderous actions, sheer sin must be dealt supreme. Bloodthirst at its finest, no one is prepared for me, my impulses try to get out and voice inhumanity. Inside I'm dead, my mind lifeless, my feel expired, yet fight from hate gets me wild to undertake blasphemy. This wicked, evil morality expresses the ultimate rage that vindicates being the scourge of paramount rottenness, embracing profanities, perverse mentality, thrusting me into cruelty, creativity in brutality. Inside I'm dead, my mind lifeless, my feel expired, yet fight from hate gets me wild to undertake blasphemy. To undertake blasphemy. To undertake blasphemy. Blasphemy. Viciousness get the best out of me, depravity will be my objective, upsetting the masses, increasing their fears, destroying the peace they believe it's real. Inside I'm dead, my mind lifeless my feel expired, yet fight from hate gets me wild to desecrate and defile. Inside I'm dead, my mind lifeless my feel expired, yet fight from hate gets me wild to undertake blasphemy.
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Razor steel 05:28
It's not love but a prison that hold us stuck, playing with our souls while people murmur and wind carries it to waiting ears and they try to destroy everything we know, sweeping us to the abyss, but we never refused the play and our denial's untrue, an implicit lie to appease our fucking brain sending killer alarms to react, but we don't care, that's what we wish, the world will go to hell and we will remain here unabashed. Everything will die while we reach immortality. Everything will vanish in time while we enter eternity. We will rise over the seals that locked our lives away, then we'll shine like razor steel to free ourselves again, we will scorch the world like twin stars dazzling everyone's eyes, our hearts will be a hole in time where everything will know the end of its life. Everything will know the end of its life. The end of its life. Everything will die while we reach immortality. Everything will vanish in time while we enter eternity. In a jail of guidance conducted by duress, hiding the neck so that the headsman shouldn't press, oppressed by selfish ways that are backed by dregs, we ignore it shameless in the verge of the absolute End. Together forever, a union made to impress, the true heirs of Existence, and we are who will prevail, gods full of jealousy trying to supress our wake, and such a bond that the universe reclaim it for itself. So strong that the universe reclaim it for itself. And that's what we wish, the world goes to hell and we will remain, and that's what we wish, the world goes to hell and we will remain. We will rise over the seals that locked our lives away, then we'll shine like razor steel to free ourselves again, we will scorch the world like twin stars dazzling everyone's eyes, our hearts will be a hole in time where everything will know the end of its life. Everything will die while we reach immortality, everything will vanish in time while we enter eternity. We will scorch the world like twin stars dazzling everyone's eyes, our hearts will be a hole in time where everything will know the end of its life.
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Nightlings 04:54
Awake in the midnight you feel a chill of success, shadows in the corners spreads trendils in distress, smells of a new silence envelop you like a dress, creeping from your conscience, eating all the fear that's left. I've brought you to a reality where your will is law, where your inner darkness rules, unquestioned overlord, where all your hopes and wishes are commands to be done, where everything you know is your legion from here on. Permeating your soul, not human anymore, an inward monsterization, blackening your heart, destroying weaknesses as your new strengths arise, now you're an immortal nightling, hellspawn in disguise. You're mine for endless times, fulfilling your phantasies, by dread they'll cry before your sight, witness their tragedy. Watch how your presence keeps masses enthralled by the being you are, shrouded in pure night, how your unbearable beauty keeps them mesmerized until you lift the mask to show the claws of your mind. Watch how terror takes control when they realize the creature you have become, what I've done with your life, a beast that preaches the virtues of leeches with a smile, that turns into imperative their own sacrifice. An inward monsterization, blackening your heart, now you're an immortal nightling, a hellspawn in disguise. A hellspawn in disguise, an immortal nightling, a hellspawn in disguise. Now you're mine for endless times, fulfilling your phantasies, by dread they'll cry before your sight, witness their tragedy. For now you're mine for endless times, fulfilling your phantasies, by dread they'll cry before your sight, witness their tragedy.
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Take and scalp the skull, sharpen the knife and remove the skin with care, now sterilize the spoon and with a quick blow expose the brain. Feel how you fill your mind, feel how you fill it bite by bite, assimilate this meal and get more wise, if it does not work, repeat and try. Repeat and try. See how this life passes before your eyes, it's just matter you can consume after all, sterilize the spoon and sharpen the knife, prepare your dishes and enjoy your time. Enjoy your time. Enjoy your time. Feel how you fill your mind, feel how you fill it bite by bite, assimilate this meal and get more wise, assimilate this meal and enjoy your time. Enjoy your time. Feel how you fill your mind, feel how you fill it bite by bite, assimilate this meal and get more wise, if it does not work, repeat and try. Feel how you fill your mind, feel how you fill it bite by bite, assimilate this meal and get more wise, if it does not work, repeat and try. Sterilize the spoon and sharpen the knife, prepare your dishes and enjoy your time. Enjoy your time. Enjoy your time.
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Proud of us 05:18
We perfectly knew how difficult it was surely going to be, but it's hard to be standing firm to put up with the hits you readily receive, stubborn crosswinds and maniacs were near to knock us down for good indeed, and some vampire's behaviours were close to destroy the dream. And yet possibly our path ends leading to nowhere, maybe we do not achieve what we would like but no one could tell without telling a lie that at least in life we did not try. Giving up is not a concept we consider, surrender is banned from any state of mind, and no one could tell without telling a lie that at least in life we did not try. We are proud of us. But we do not let the fire to become extinguished, no matter the cost, too many parasites around try to prevent the rest from really evolve, forging ahead with our vision, and completely full of decision, we will overcome all the obstacles with the greatest of resolves. Possibly our path ends leading to nowhere, maybe we do not achieve what we would like but no one could tell without telling a lie that at least in life we did not try. Giving up is not a concept we consider, surrender is banned from any state of mind, and no one could tell without telling a lie that at least in life we did not try. We are proud of us. Sheer will was needed in some moments when everything seemed a terminal point, but who has not been in that place before accomplishing the goal? And learning from our mistakes make us better and strong, and that teaches us since we know it's unavoidable we will commit far more. There's no chance we'll quit, we have a peak to reach, and we did not fall and we will not fall, we will overcome everything with the most absolute of resolves. Possibly our path ends leading to nowhere, maybe we do not achieve what we would like but no one could tell without telling a lie that at least in life we did not try. Giving up is not a concept we consider, surrender is banned from any state of mind, and no one could tell without telling a lie that at least in life we did not try. Possibly our path ends leading to nowhere, maybe we do not achieve what we would like but no one could tell without telling a lie that at least in life we did not try. Giving up is not a concept we consider, surrender is banned from any state of mind, and no one could tell without telling a lie that at least in life we did not try.
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Suddenly a panorama creeping from my darkest fantasies, a spark that ignites the drama and all at once what's hidden is revealed. Shivers twisting a body that I don't see becoming senses that drag me to ageless realms, whole worlds created on single heartbeats as sinister as something can be. Black-blood canvas moulding into screams playing frightful and haunting melodies sung by shady angels imprisoned by tears exuding apprehension, fighting for release creating veils of dreams to be feast of demons and fiends... Enslaved by harsh reality, blinded by life, my conscience is deluded while I crawl around awareness, this physical air we breathe is the authentic place of lies, the monster world that scares my soul is this existent one. I can't wait for your embrace, I'm craving for your call, if I could stay forever I would do it without a doubt, my vigil is my nightmare and veiling is when I die, when I am awaken I feel like I am less alive. Spiky shapes dripping from a fog expanding ghastly and impossible forms, scratching my skin and turning in bliss the way I kill my way out of this labyrinth. Falling through a neverending abyss, being preyed along endless corridors hearing whispers in forgotten tongues whose meaning is lost as I decypher the tones. Lurking shadows feeding from my sins, raven corners weeping the worst fears, in awe of portents, dire wonders, grim amaze smashing my sanity, smashing my sanity. Please come for me. A feeling of openness that squirms implying horrors that cannot be seen, strange beacons that enlighten a landscape of things undefined that swarm in peripheral vision and yet out of my sight... Becoming either victim or predator, pursued or persecutor, tormented or tormentor, bringing both joy and terror. It wants to assimilate my essence. It wants me to stay in this dimension of pain. Daunted with unspeakable atrocities like wraiths that arise under my sentience, above it and beyond, I feel I am where I belong, the truth ascending from the deepest pits of my mind, from the deepest pits of my mind. I can't wait for your embrace, I'm craving for your call, if I could stay forever I would do it without a doubt, my vigil is my nightmare and veiling is when I die, when I am awaken I feel like I am less alive.

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The Dream World can be a marvelous place, or purely terrifying, or both... and that's what the 4th album from A.T.Mödell explores, "Epic Nightmares". Madness, oniric predators, visions, wild lands, sagas, memories of things that never happened... A big fusion of sensations that Liyak and Rumi have set to music on 13 powerful electro-industrial/metal songs that go from the hardest to the most personal, with the addition of a whole enveloping symphonic atmosphere to bring potency to the mixture. Don't miss it!

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released October 30, 2015

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