I stay still, looking at nothing,
listening to whispers that only I am hearing,
they speak of vice, they tell me about crimes,
they sell me dereliction as a way of existing,
remarking my flaws, denoting their meaning,
they're selling me my convictions are anachronistic,
that I have to adapt, that I must be aggresive,
that depravity is OK if you lack of ethics,
piercing my heart with thoughts that bleed silly,
I'm being filled with pools of slime that were feelings,
they're fondling my brain with heinous wishes
that makes Armageddon reveling and festing,
scorching inside, foulness grazes limits,
I still resist the urge to be vicious and sadistic,
but they're bending my will with marvels and pleadings
so strong that death would be the only way of not yielding,
they want me to be cruel, they want me to be rotten,
they want to make me unholy, they want to make me godless,
Psychological abuse from a world of wonders,
These beings seduce me with fairytales of murder.
(With fairytales of murder)
They narrate how I can be wicked,
they relate why I must be sick,
the virtues of corruption, the decadence of honor,
the beauty in being mean without apparent purpose,
they want me to be cruel, they want me to be rotten,
they want to make me unholy, they want to make me godless,
Psychological abuse from a world of wonders,
These beings seduce me with fairytales of murder.
Iniquity should be my demeanor,
villainy would make me far keener,
abomination, profanation,
execration to be a perfect sinner,
Twisting feelings, vileness winning,
intensifying evil, turning full overweening,
no more concern about others' achings,
not caring anymore about anything living,
their arguments are strong as I assimilate them,
manslaughter is quite less traumatic the more I hear them,
my mind's in disarray, the more it's in disorder
the more they seduce me with fairytales of murder.
With fairytales of murder.
They want me to be cruel, they want me to be rotten,
they want to make me unholy, they want to make me godless,
Psychological abuse from a world of wonders,
These beings have seduced me with fairytales of murder.
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